ughh, i am so sick i'm going to take a nap..... ughh

My mom picks me up from school and I get in the car.

-=me

*=mom

-"i mom, how was your day"

*you'll find out in a second

-okay

I look to see if there was something in her cup[alchohal]

we get to the garage and I unbuckle my setbelt a little[very little] before we stop

*you need to wait until i stop!!

-okay sorry

I get out of the car

*::::gives vicious look:::::

-Do you want me to take your purse out of the car?

*:::::vicious scary glare:::::I can do it myself

-okay

I'm getting my backpack from the trunck and she skippes[a wierd skip/walk/jump] to the refigerator

*What should i make for dinner to day, hmm,hmm,hm, what should I do?

mind you she says it like a song or something... and suddenly she opens the bottom compartment and grabes the chicken, shr does so in a forcefull matter, then slames it close. She slams the refrigeator door really hard!

*its, hmm...

she slammes the door shut even harder and nockes it over so it hits the wall and bounces off. Then she held it back in place

*now its closed

I'm holding the door for her and she gave me this sarcastic smile. Later on she said vareous rude things, often sarcastic things...She likes to give sarcastic hugs...smiles..."I love you"s[t is worse than i hate you, trust me]

as I was wrighting this she said

*I'm going to take a name

-okay, if you need anything just let me know

*:::::door slam::::

like she is sleeping in her room....

today fucking sucks. I hear my mom curseing on the phone...She is bitching at my sister and I because because she drank to much. Its dinner and we[sister and I] are like..are you going to eat dinner with us and she is like um, am i here?We were like...its just that there are two plates and three people...and she is like well you can ....I asked her if she wanted som lemonade.she is like....no. I aske wether she wanted water, she is like no i think i will have this...she pulls out the lemonade...She pours it into my sisters glass of ice...She is spilling it all over the place...i'm like...i'll do it...she is like...yeah, you should do it[in a bitchy/mean/sarcastic way]...and we were like okay...She is goes to give my sister a sarcastic bitch hug and then. My sister is like get off you liar. My sister calls dad,nothing done. I call dad later, he comes home...We ask HIM. You know...a personal conversation....He tells mom and its like crap...You don't do things like that!He is talking to her right now. Earlier we talked to them and he is like...what's the problem...what do you think the problem is ?????????SHe is an alchohalic!!!!!!Yes, relize it...comeone....relize it!My sister is trying to be nice and is slike she has a problem that needs to be fixed....The whole thing went horrible because my mom flipped her off and....it just didn't go well. I don't know what my dad expected....But yeah...I want to get the fuck out!

-kim

Hey!I got an xanga and now i can tell you about me, but for now i'm deviseing a plan, so later...

:)

-kim